I might be using DA more often considering my work in University. So you will see 3D Models and some bad drawings of buildings and people that I have to do as part of my work. So urgh. I wish I could draw well. It's kinda daunting to see others who can draw waaay better than me and I can't even draw better than a six year old.

In fact, University as a whole have been daunting. Everything is way faster than what I'm used to in BTEC. And if I play catch-up, believing that I caught up to my work, then bam, more work. Some of it I have very little experience with. Then it's about finding the computer room that is free and the tools. I couldn't use the Tablets yesterday because you need to go to the Tech lab to pick up the pens. But the tech lab was closed. So I had to write up other work.

And... I think to myself that I regret going into Uni sometimes. Other times, I feel confident if I succeed in something. But I'm constantly knocked back by the long travels between Bradford and Huddersfield (which takes off one and a half hours each way), I hardly have the tools (such as the computer which I need) and well, the illnesses and tiredness keeps wearing me down. Well... If I don't succeed, then I don't have a degree. And in this world, you need one.

In theory, it should not. Ten years ago, you didn't need a degree to have a good quality of life. Today, you need either two things. A degree, connections or shitloads of luck, to have a good quality of life. And yes, that sucks. I really wish it wasn't the case (especially if so many people goes out to get degrees, then it loses its value), but it is the case. I guess the rise of Uni Fees could have less people attending Uni, thus increasing the value of degrees. However, people will still go to Uni because 'they have to', thus degrees stay down in value and University makes a profit.

It sucks.